HELLO PEOPLE!
MOVING TO BLOGSPOT FOR NOW!

it has been ages ever since i used the aiba pic!
hahahhaas
went gloria house after stats lec today
me shimin minyi went first
then later vivian belle amanda and huiqin came and join us.

they were like doing access in gloria's room
while i was helping gloria doing something for her friend.
yupps.
cool~

and her mum cooked nice nice pasta and mushroom soup!
yum yum!
and it was spooky story time after dinner
however, only me belle vivian shimin and gloria
cos amanda and huiqin were at the living hahahs.

luckily we prayed before leaving her house!
hahahs
:D

awkward train ride home.
hahhas
hope things get better,
and you really talked to me during dinner?
i didnt realise.
if yes, im really sorry about it:D

many things have happened for the past few days,
or perhaps i should say past few weeks, just that without me noticing it.
i realised i have been thinking about the things that nvr really happen,
but neglected about the things that did happened.

i got to say, i was really hurt when i first saw the post
am i really that detestable huh?
but i chose to not think about it now.

if a change of mood and make everyone happy.
if a smile can make everything go right, why not do it.
just a smile.

i hope i can understand it better.

i realised this few days,
i kept having moments where my mind is in total blank
and i only realised it after that moment.
is it good or bad?
hahahs i really dk as well.

OH I AM REALLY ADDICTED TO 张芸京'S SONGS NOW:D

i really dont know what i can do alr.
but one thing for real, i didnt badmouth about you.
i really really need a talk.
but i have got no idea on how to go about doing it.
can you help me?

many things got me thinking, somehow.
a few weeks ago, he could be lively, lame chap.
but now, lying in the hospital bed, helpless.
why is life so unpredictable?

met xinyi for breakfast today morning.
we went to toastbox, hahhas
it have been ages ever since i talked to her face to face.
i will be meeting her yongmei mel and yuexiu in less than 24 hours time!:D
hahas and i bought a pencilcase.

ytd vivian and i went to plaza sing to watch april bride.
it was touching, but yet i didnt even shed a single tear.
amazing huh?
even amanda said it was cool!~
i laughed more than i feel sad
hahhas.
why is it a little awkward with vivian?
its like we wont really talk, just walking next to each other silently.
maybe its just me, or there isnt anything much to talk about ytd
hahahs.

stayed home after breakfast.
and watched some video and slept.
i woke up at like 8?!
hahahs
maybe thats why i dont feel like sleeping now.

i really find the need to talk to you,
but im afraid that i will affect you.

TRY!
i just went to vivian's blog and the FAME song got stuck into like it did to her
hahhahahas!
i have kinda forget that i did watch this movie with huiqin vivian pearlyn.
this show did make me reflect?
i guess so.:D

i wonder if i can still continue to talk to you or sms you like i used to?
if i really can, can you drop me an sms?
if you know who you are:D

CAN ANYONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE F*** IS GOING ON!?
I REALLY REALLY DONT LIKE THIS KIND OF FEELING~
I CANT IMAGINE GOING GENTING WITH THIS ATMOSPHERE!
I REALLY REALLY HOPE THINGS WILL CHANGE BETTER TMR!:D

maybe all is just due to my overthinking!
like amanda said!
i should make my day a happy one!:D
im trying to now!:S

september 22 hadnt been a very good day for me,
even since 12 midnight.

to me, many things have happened.
this is kinda making me feel scared.
things did happened,
but yet we all treat it like normal.
are we going to run away like that for the rest of the times.
face each other like that from now on?